Originally Posted by
Immolate
Welcome CB, and although you're tired of hearing this, there are probably a dozen tricks to overcome every challenge. A lot of us are handicapped in one way or the other. I'm color-blind, for example. If you present your work incrementally, there will always be someone to tell you what you did wrong, if anything. You can do a little at a time, as time permits, and you may eventually realize that there is little you can't do (except proofread my work apparently) with sufficient determination and craft.
I'm an old fart too btw. I started playing D&D with my best friend and his brother when I was 16 in 1978. We still play today, every week on Wednesday night, although we've added a few people over the years. You'd be surprised just how many of the members here are crusty and dusty.
Anyway, I think that sharing your past work is a good first step. See how much you can learn that way and it won't cost you much time. Most folks here would rather take a month helping you along, step by step, than a couple of days doing it for you. The reason for that is, when you help someone overcome their obstacles, you not only feel good about your investment, but you've also made a friend that might last a good, long time.
I also guarantee you that any map you make with your hands will be better than anything any of us can do, because it will be true to your vision. Don't get me wrong... the pros can put more zip and pop into a map than you can ingest in one viewing, but all of that is technique, and technique is a matter of clicking buttons and changing numbers until something unexpected happens. Just like I can paint a miniature that makes my friends ogle at my "mad skillz", in spite of my color-blindness, most things can be taught with a simple, objective rule or two.
What if someone told you that a house, city, country, continent, picture, fort, castle or dog will always look about right if you make it 4 wide and 3 high? Call it the NTSC rule. I'm not sure why that's true, but it is. A standard sheet of paper has a ratio of 3.09:4, or 4:3.09 if you'd like. Not a coincidence. You may not be able to draw a box representing a house in a town, or a city block, and be able to judge it "right" by looking at it, but you have math skills, and you can easily measure and determine that it is 4:3.
You'd also be surprised how often those of us with perfectly functional spacial/mechanical skills do ourselves grave injury with them. More often than not, my spacial/mechanical skills have afforded me the opportunity to say to myself, "This is gonna hurt," just before it does. Give me someone who knows the rules and when they can be safely broken against someone who has "talent" but doesn't know the rules any day.
Anyway, welcome again, and I hope you find what you need here. If you do decide to take my advice and give it another try, let me know so I can wade in and give you the benefit of my imperfect advise. I'm not as pervasive in these forums as some of the folks here, and don't know everything that's going on. Good luck my friend.